Lead me with your honeyed words,
I willing fall into that snare…
For I see the beauty of a thousand suns
And the whisper of a love unseen” — by Me!
Ugh…. Insufferable! They pretend to care, and state so too. But of course it all comes down to “Terms & Conditions”…! Yes even them… Asked them repeatedly to help me with a task. But nope…
They know(or should by now!) that I’m always so anxious when it comes to dealing with the world and its dealings. And yet how much have they helped/supported me? This entire journey has been known only to me. The endeavours mine n a few more. The secrets mine own.
As the songwriter (F.J.Crosby) says, “Whom have I on earth beside Thee? whom in heaven but Thee? “
Unfortunately I still have to find a balance. To try and live with Christ as my solid rock. Not as d world might interpret it but in complete truthfulness and devotion.
“Pass me not O gentle Saviour, hear my humble cry!”
“An empty street
An empty house
A hole inside my heart
I’m all alone
The rooms are getting smaller” – WESTLIFE
For quite a long time I had been thinking of treating myself to a trip outside India this June. Couldn’t. Will be stuck here. And rather than having a memorable 27th on the 27th, I’m wishing it slinks by.
Going through a depressing phase of my life. Down in the doldrums. Stagnating. And lonely.
Anyway, that aside, just last night impulsively decided I’d treat myself to a new mobile:) Happy not bout the cell, rather about the fact that I can and will indulge myself on my bday.
Yes, life is what I will make of it… And I have to. For myself
Does it matter
You and I will part
Does it matter
You forget my name
The path I take
Or rough the sea
You remain an alien
A friendly unknown
A ship that touched me