Dear Diary

Help- conditionally given

Ugh…. Insufferable! They pretend to care, and state so too. But of course it all comes down to “Terms & Conditions”…! Yes even them… Asked them repeatedly to help me with a task. But nope…

They know(or should by now!) that I’m always so anxious when it comes to dealing with the world and its dealings. And yet how much have they helped/supported me? This entire journey has been known only to me. The endeavours mine n a few more. The secrets mine own.

As the songwriter (F.J.Crosby) says, “Whom have I on earth beside Thee? whom in heaven but Thee?

Unfortunately I still have to find a balance. To try and live with Christ as my solid rock. Not as d world might interpret it but in complete truthfulness and devotion.

“Pass me not O gentle Saviour, hear my humble cry!”