You’re looking good? Have you lost weight? You’re looking taller too!
Lost weight? Looking taller? Nothing at all!!
But you’re looking great! Fallen in love?
Love! I’m completely out of love… ‘I’ll never fall in love again!’
Mental PS to myself- 😉 lol!!
“It hurts when it doesn’t matter(to you). Not as much as it should anyway.”
“After all your avowals of friendship; it hurts me sore when you hide it all.
A declaration to those few ‘friends’ who have noticed a change in me or bothered to ask whats’ wrong/right.
I’m tired of being the optional backup friend. I’m tired of waiting to be acknowledged & affirmed. I have been silly. I have been naive. Now I choose to be cynically wise. I choose to hold back. I choose to not share.
Like I said earlier, it hurts me sore when I get to know about you through others. You never did tell me what u have voluntarily told your other friends. And then I realise yet again how completely impractical my expectations are- in this day & generation. Yes, even among so called believers.
I am tired of being hurt. To guard ones heart and be lonely is a better option than to be bruised by false words and promises.
I guess that’s all I have to say for now.
You make me cry
You make me smile.
You make me believe
The words you spill out
It moves my heart
It overwhelms my soul
When you so thoughtlessly shrug
And don’t even know!
The lights they shine
As the darkness steps aside “