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Veracity & Lies

imagesI told myself a pretty lie
I almost convinced myself
Might have done the unthinkable
But scarce could let myself.

‘Twas you who
Got stuck in between
You
Whose heart
Might even
Have touched.

This convincing lie
I barely could swallow
Nor let you strive
To ascertain veracity.

©Sherin 2016

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Untouched

 I’ve got grit, I’ve got fire 
 But it lies unfanned.
I’ve got love, I’ve got pain

 But it lies untouched.

©Sherin 2016

LONELY

Reached a point in life (again) where I am feeling lonely. Utterly alone. Nobody who actually cares for/ about me. Sheesh. Hate it but can’t seem to help it. Have a couple of close friends, but they are too occupied with themselves. Nobody to pamper n pander to me n these moods of mine.
😦
Yup. Lonely.

Happy New Year

Had started with a load of “positive thoughts”.
Crashed on the first day itself!
Despair n heartaches
Just another year to live & exist

Happy New Year to me!

BAH… HUMBUG!

A Change

“After all your avowals of friendship; it hurts me sore when you hide it all.

A declaration to those few ‘friends’ who have noticed a change in me or bothered to ask whats’ wrong/right. 
I’m tired of being the optional backup friend. I’m tired of waiting to be acknowledged & affirmed. I have been silly. I have been naive. Now I choose to be cynically wise.  I choose to hold back. I choose to not share.

Like I said earlier, it hurts me sore when I get to know about you through others. You never did tell me what u have voluntarily told your other friends. And then I realise yet again how completely impractical my expectations are- in this day & generation. Yes, even among so called believers. 
I am tired of being hurt. To guard ones heart and be lonely is a better option than to be bruised by false words and promises.
I guess that’s all I have to say for now.

My picture, My identity

 

Some minutes ago, a friend asked me why I had changed my profile pic(ture) on Google.
I stopped to think and answer and words flowed on…

“Enough of faces…Enough of masks…
  Enough of telling the world “THIS IS ME!”
  Now I pause , now I gaze.
  Now I simply see things clear!!”

Parting…

Image

Does it matter

‘Cause

You and I will part

 

Does it matter

When

You forget my name

 

Though narrow

The path I take

Or rough the sea

I sailed

 

You remain an alien

A friendly unknown

A ship that touched me

By-e

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