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Options of a Single Spinster

Being a single person in her 30s is hard. Especially in a conservative and stereotypical setting.

One starts doubting and questioning self. Was staying single worth it? Should I just get married? But is all this compromise really going to be worth it..? Will my “i do” really be the best solution to life’s travails?

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Veracity & Lies

imagesI told myself a pretty lie
I almost convinced myself
Might have done the unthinkable
But scarce could let myself.

‘Twas you who
Got stuck in between
You
Whose heart
Might even
Have touched.

This convincing lie
I barely could swallow
Nor let you strive
To ascertain veracity.

©Sherin 2016

VACUUM

“Though my soul may set in darkness, it will rise in perfect light;
I have loved the stars too fondly to be fearful of the night.”  –   Sarah Williams

 

Float away…

Sometimes it’s this dark unfeeling vacuum that gives one the space and the break one needs in life. A whirlpool may cause destruction but in the midst of it all there is an abysmal calm. That’s how I feel. Too many problems, worries, frustrations surround me but I am not completely rattled or baffled.

Just distanced. Detached. And Resigned.

Untouched

 I’ve got grit, I’ve got fire 
 But it lies unfanned.
I’ve got love, I’ve got pain

 But it lies untouched.

©Sherin 2016

Falling in Love?!!

You’re looking good? Have you lost weight? You’re looking taller too!
Lost weight? Looking taller? Nothing at all!!

But you’re looking great! Fallen in love?
Love! I’m completely out of love… ‘I’ll never fall in love again!’

Mental PS to myself- 😉 lol!!

Need to LET GO!

Need to LET GO!

letting-go-hands

Letting go is hard…

I am letting you go 
It’s time I do
I am letting you go
Coz it’s only fair I do!
You don’t care for me 

The obsessive way I do
And it’s draining for me
To keep on loving you

Now it’s time.
Now you and I
Need to accept
Need to let go

Need to let go

Of the bond 
We so carefully nurtured
And kept just so…

©Sherin 2014   

My picture, My identity

 

Some minutes ago, a friend asked me why I had changed my profile pic(ture) on Google.
I stopped to think and answer and words flowed on…

“Enough of faces…Enough of masks…
  Enough of telling the world “THIS IS ME!”
  Now I pause , now I gaze.
  Now I simply see things clear!!”

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