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Broken

And time won’t heal a broken-hearted me…

Broken Hearted Me...

Broken Hearted Me…

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Need to LET GO!

Need to LET GO!

letting-go-hands

Letting go is hard…

I am letting you go 
It’s time I do
I am letting you go
Coz it’s only fair I do!
You don’t care for me 

The obsessive way I do
And it’s draining for me
To keep on loving you

Now it’s time.
Now you and I
Need to accept
Need to let go

Need to let go

Of the bond 
We so carefully nurtured
And kept just so…

©Sherin 2014   

A Change

“After all your avowals of friendship; it hurts me sore when you hide it all.

A declaration to those few ‘friends’ who have noticed a change in me or bothered to ask whats’ wrong/right. 
I’m tired of being the optional backup friend. I’m tired of waiting to be acknowledged & affirmed. I have been silly. I have been naive. Now I choose to be cynically wise.  I choose to hold back. I choose to not share.

Like I said earlier, it hurts me sore when I get to know about you through others. You never did tell me what u have voluntarily told your other friends. And then I realise yet again how completely impractical my expectations are- in this day & generation. Yes, even among so called believers. 
I am tired of being hurt. To guard ones heart and be lonely is a better option than to be bruised by false words and promises.
I guess that’s all I have to say for now.

YOU

 

You make me cry
You make me smile.
You make me believe
The words you spill out

It moves my heart
It overwhelms my soul
When you so thoughtlessly shrug
And don’t even know!

_ Sherin

Simple Delights

There is a simple delight
In the gravest of airs
A simple happiness
In the plainest of things

In the twinkling of the eyes
It was mirrored
In the reluctant grin
You have foreseen

A laughing joy
Hidden so deep
Rusted and wrangled
But covered by me.

Words and Deeds

       “By the words they say
        And the deeds  they do
        They seem so different,
        They seem so two.
Truly feel confused and left out when people,all kinds and everywhere, put on the mask of duplicity. It hurts when one’s naive trust is so abused and trampled on. Oh no, not for me are the grave misdeeds but rather the tiny breaks n cracks that amount to a lot.

It feels worse when its people who you have gradually become close to. I naively believe, as a first reaction, that “what I see is what I get”, Though the fact or reality is to the contrary. People say something  but they rarely mean it literally. it breaks my heart so. Though I practically n intellectually know that I should just let it be. This is the the world, this is life (no matter who the people are- friends or “believers”)
Nay, I am not saying I am the best or that I have no mask, I have. Many masks. Its just that time and again  I tire and grow weary of it. Though this I will say to my defense that I wear my masks to protect me. I wish I didn’t have to. I so wish I was born into a world of love and trust.

Love-Like

     Love-Like       

If only they persist
If only they care
If only they bother enough
To take care

Wanting too much love
Undying affection
Is what bothers me
From laying quite bare.

Just enough to get by
Not too much to doze by
I take precautions
To keep love and like by…

© Sherin 2013

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