And even if they do ask, your cynical self says “I’m ok” – because you ask yourself if they really mean it(?). Does your answer matter to them at all? Being strong is lonely, being strong is painful.
Reached a point in life (again) where I am feeling lonely. Utterly alone. Nobody who actually cares for/ about me. Sheesh. Hate it but can’t seem to help it. Have a couple of close friends, but they are too occupied with themselves. Nobody to pamper n pander to me n these moods of mine. 😦 Yup. Lonely.
I told myself a pretty lie
And even if they do ask, your cynical self says “I’m ok” – because you ask yourself if they really mean it(?). Does your answer matter to them at all? Being strong is lonely, being strong is painful.
thewhimsicalrealist 